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just the way, where i can put all of my sadness and my happiness.. try to read it if you have more time.. thanks ;)

Minggu, 12 Juni 2011

at that time

The time when you said "do as you want. Done"
I don't know what is "done" means here..
I think maybe done between you and i.
We were done it since some months before, weren't we?
I can't figure everything what i feel now
You've done.
I see..
This is your step for make me "don't love you" anymore..
I was ever told you, if you do that. It will more hurt me.
Thanks for everything.
Thanks for accompany me to watched creek yesterday.
Thanks for the time you spent with me.
Thanks for always accompany my days, although it just by message.
Thanks for always busted my mood.
Thanks for always understood me.

We still have good conversation 2 hours ago.
But then it was changed.
you changed it become a nightmare.
Something that i've never though before..
that was happen..
And i don't know. It happened without any reason..
You didn't want me to know.
Sleep tight boy..


It was 7months old..
You and i..
That's our relation..
In 7 months, i have done many many mistake..
Although, i've tried to never hurt you..
But, uncontrolly i did it..
That's we called human..
I've tried to understand you, never make you sad, and try to never make any mistake to you..
I really love you..
Forgive me, if you thought i've done to many mistake or have hurt your heart for many times..
I was never mind to do something like that to you..
Maybe the other girls will never hurt you like i did..
I'm too stupid was make something wrong to you..
That's not your fault if your love to me was decreased..
Cause i know, a little mistake i've done will give many respond to you..
That's my consequence of done mistake..
I've thought it know..
I thought, maybe the reason of you was decreased your love was by my self..
You'll never do that if never do any mistake to you..
The only thing i can hope, you can find the better one..
Someone who will never hurt you..
Someone who can understand you more..
Someone who really love you..
Someone who can make you always smile..

You can leave me anytime you want, cause i know it's all because of what i've done..
Thanks for always understand me..
I'm still loving you :)